I honestly don't know what to write about right now. I just know that there is a dark cloud covering my halo and it's troubling me. I am not happy that's for sure. But I don't know why.
I don't want to go back to school for a while. I don't want to see it. I don't want to remember it. I don't want to do anything. I don't want to go out either. I don't know what I want. I have been acting irrationally over the past few hours. I have picked fights left and right. Every little thing annoys me like crazy. I've been holding on to this LOB reading for almost 24 hours still on the first page. I am not actually reading it. I am just holding it. Literally. I have no interest in it. I don't care what happens to me anymore. I don't know what's happening. I am in serious demotivation. I have diagnosed it but I am not doing anything about it. I'm fed up.
Oh and I flunked my last LOB exam because I have stopped caring. This is serious trouble. Whatever.
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